When I am Afraid

In times of unrest and uncertainty my heart becomes afraid. With all of the turmoil going on in the world around me I find myself troubled with questions for which I do not have answers. It seems that the voices of the wicked are growing louder and louder; everywhere I turn there is violence. Each day the battle seems to draw nearer and nearer. Then I pause to remember that I may not have the answer, I may not know what to do; but, I serve a God who sees the beginning and the end.

“I, even I, am he that comforteth you: who art thou, that thou shouldest be afraid of a man that shall die, and of the son of man which shall be made as grass; And forgettest the Lord thy maker, that hath stretched forth the heavens, and laid the foundations of the earth” Isaiah 51:12-13a

Be not afraid of their faces: for I am with thee to deliver thee, saith the Lord.” Jeremiah 1:8

When I focus on my God, knowing full well the might of His power, my fears seem to fade away. He brings perspective as I am reminded that regardless of the forces about me, He is the final authority completely in control of all situations affecting my life. He seems tomorrow when today has just begun, as today He maneuvers me into the exact location of preparedness to face whatever tomorrow will bring.

“The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?” Psalm 27:1

Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and not be afraid: for the Lord Jehovah is my strength and my song; he also is become my salvation.” Isaiah 12:2

So as the noise increases around me I will continue to trust in the God of my salvation, the source of my strength and my song. When I am afraid, I will continue to trust in Him.

What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee.” Psalm 56:3-4

My Contrite Heart

In prayer I knelt with broken heart before a God who saves. Seeing my own sinful flesh in need of mercy, love, and grace. His Son He sent that I might live, He died in my place; giving me the hope of light through His redemptive Grace. With contrite heart I came to Him, in Love He lifted me up. He saved me and He sealed me, as only He could do.

“The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.” Psalm 34:18

I came to Him with nothing, nothing in myself. I bowed before Him in my brokenness, with just my contrite heart.

“The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.” Psalm 51:17

He heard me, lifting me out of the depth of my shame. Giving me a purpose, a hope for all eternity.

“For thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is Holy; I dwell in the high and holy place, with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones.” Isaiah 57:15

In the midst of who He is in a world created by His power, He saw me on my bended knee and stopped to rescue me.

“For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the Lord : but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word.” Isaiah 66:2

And so again I come to Him with just my contrite heart.

Greatly to be Praised

“Great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised; and his greatness is unsearchable.” Psalm 145:3

All around us we see the hand of God; in the sky above and upon the Earth below. Our eyes behold Him in the intricate details of color, our ears hear Him in the musical notes of sound, and our hands feel Him in the overlaying textures of His creation. Everywhere we turn there is God before us demonstrating just how much He loves us and provides for every aspect of our lives. Even in the moment our heart first began to beat, He was there masterfully forming us according to His plan.

“I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.” Psalm 139:14

Day by day He continues to be there, in the darkest of nights or the brightest of days, God is there as our guide maneuvering us through the challenges we face. His help is ever present even when we are unaware of the unseen dangers lurking about us, He watches over us shielding us from harm.

“The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.” Psalm 28:7

In the moments of sadness, God is there to comfort us and raise us above our Earthly sorrows. He lifts us up that we might see Him in all of the magnitude of who He is, the one in whom our song is found.

Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing: thou hast put off my sackcloth, and girded me with gladness; To the end that my glory may sing praise to thee, and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks unto thee for ever.” Psalm 30:11-12

In thankfulness of heart we come before Him, for He is greatly to be praised.

“Great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised in the city of our God, in the mountain of his holiness.” Psalm 48:1

Rooted in Him

In the aftermath of the storm we removed the limb that had been twisted and torn during the storm. We pruned the still overhanging branches that threatened to spilt the tree in half. Over time there were scars where similar efforts had been done in an effort to preserve the tree. As all Bradford pear trees tend to do it had grown way too fast to maintain the strength it needed to remain foundation-ally sound enough to support all of its outreaching branches.

I was reminded of my own life, the storms that have come, some which have left me with scars of remembrance. Scars that remind me of my dependence upon the source of my strength, the only one who can provide the rooted stability that I need to face the storms of life that come my way. The only source of strength from which my life can reach outward to those who need to see Christ in me.

“That He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might by His Spirit in the inner man; That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height” Ephesians 3: 16-18

In Him I am rooted and grounded, in Him I find the strength my inner being needs to develop and grow; growth that will enable me to branch outward. Outward growth that will enable me to demonstrate to others the work that He is doing within me.

“As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him: Rooted and built up in him, and stablished in the faith, as ye have been taught, abounding therein with thanksgiving.” Colossians 2:6-7

“That ye might walk worthy of the Lord unto all pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God; Strengthened with all might, according to his glorious power, unto all patience and longsuffering with joyfulness;” Colossians 1:10-11

Rooted in Him I find strength whereby I might be fruitful. I grow in the knowledge of who He is, bringing honor and glory unto Him.

A Faithful Creator

I watched the little butterfly as it flew from flower to flower within my garden. The storm had passed, leaving behind evidence of its destructive power with tree limbs wrenched and twisted, with debris littering the ground. It seemed the butterfly had experience its own devastation as a portion of its right wing was deformed and broken. As I sat and watched the butterfly flutter about, God brought a thought to my mind. Though it was broken, it continued to fly.

The butterfly did not stop just because it was no longer as it was before, it continued on according to God’s design. Watching the butterfly fly upward I felt a tug within my heart; the butterfly never questioned its ability to fly, it simply functioned as the Creator had instructed.

Wherefore let them that suffer according to the will of God commit the keeping of their souls to him in well doing, as unto a faithful Creator.” I Peter 4:19

“Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.” Isaiah 40:28-29

When I am no longer as I was before, I can trust in a faithful Creator to give me the power and strength to continue according to His design.

My God

The God of my salvation . . . Psalms 27:9

The God of my strength . . . Psalms 43:2

The God of my righteousness . . . Psalms 4:1

The God of my life . . . Psalms 42:8

The God of my joy . . . Psalms 43:4

The God of my defense . . . Psalms 59:9

The God of my mercy . . . Psalms 59:17

The God of my praise . . . Psalms 109:1

He is “My God”, though there be over 7.7 billion people in the world, He is “My God”; not because of anything I am or anything I might be, but because He chooses to be personally connected to me through my acceptance of the work His Son did on Calvary. My relationship with Him is intimately personal, nothing I do will ever change His love for me. Regardless of how many others might call upon Him as their God, He in His infinite power possesses the ability to be God to each and every one that accepts the finished work of Calvary.

“Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost; Which he shed on us abundantly through Jesus Christ our Saviour; That being justified by his grace, we should be made heirs according to the hope of eternal life.” Titus 3:5-7

So it is that I come before Him, praising Him as My God, the hope of all I am or ever will be in Him. “Then will I go unto the altar of God, unto God my exceeding joy: yea, upon the harp will I praise thee, O God my God.” Psalm 43:4

In the Quiet Moments

Above my coffee bar I have the following saying framed, “Make time for the quiet moments as God whispers and the world is loud.”

My greatest discovery was finding my quiet in the early morning before the world seems to wake up and the hustle of life begins. Each morning my ritual is to spend a little time with my husband over coffee before he heads off to work and then I have my quiet time with God. During those quiet morning moments I find my balance. I find the inner filling of God’s strength and renewal of my soul.

My voice shalt thou hear in the morning, O Lord ; in the morning will I direct my prayer unto thee, and will look up.” Psalm 5:3

Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.” Psalm 143:8

In the quiet of the morning I find Him, in His Word I am able to hear Him speak to my heart directing my thoughts and my path for the day ahead. In those quiet moments I am renewed and refreshed with inner peace to greet the new day.

And be renewed in the spirit of your mind” Ephesians 4:23

And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:7

In the quiet moments, I find Him waiting. In those moments I find peace in the midst of a world that is oh so loud.

The Source of Hope

Have you ever had to give yourself a pep talk? Maybe you were facing a Monday morning with a week ahead that was so much more than you could handle; or maybe it was much more than that, maybe you found yourself in a deep darkness from which you had no hope of recovery.

David found himself in this situation, his heart within him was overwhelmed, seeing no hope in sight. He had to remind himself of the source of his hope.

“Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance.” Psalm 42:5

And then again . . ,

“Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.” Psalm 42:11

And yet again . . .

“Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.” Psalm 43:5

Three times we find David in the same place of discouragement reminding himself that his hope was not within himself, but it was in God. When we look for hope within us or within the world around us things can look hopeless; but like David we need to keep our eyes on the one who gives us hope. We need to return to the Holy Word where our hope is found in God.

“Thou art my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word.” Psalm 119:114

“I wait for the Lord, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope.” Psalm 130:5

He is our hiding place when things around us are frightening. He is our shield when things are coming at us faster than we can respond. In His word we can find the hope that is the answer for every situation we might face, we need only to be reminded.

“This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope. It is of the Lord’s mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. The Lord is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him.” Lamentations 3:21-24

Everything we are, everything we need, it all comes from Him. In compassion and mercy, He is faithful to be our source of hope.

Therefore did my heart rejoice, and my tongue was glad; moreover also my flesh shall rest in hope” Acts 2:26

Delight in the Lord

I never grow tired of hearing the squeals of delight that come from young children. Thinking back to when my children were young, one of my greatest joys came in surprising them with a special treat that brought them pleasure. The sounds of their delight expressed through laughter, the joy I could see in their face; always resulted in an extreme sense of happiness within me.

Now I experience that joy through the lives of my grandchildren, watching them as they find delight in the simple experience of a carrot discovered in the garden or the discovery of a dinosaur’s roar in a birthday toy; the sound of their delight brings such a feeling of overwhelming happiness.

In God’s Word I find that our lives bring delight unto God when we are following after the truths of His Word.

Lying lips are abomination to the LORD: but they that deal truly are his delight.” Proverbs 12:22

“They that are of a froward heart are abomination to the Lord : but such as are upright in their way are his delight.” Proverbs 11:20

“The sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to the Lord : but the prayer of the upright is his delight.” Proverbs 15:8

The thought that my life could bring delight to the Creator of all Creation, the Master of the Universe, the God of All, brings an overwhelming sense of wonder. How could this be so? My heart can not comprehend the depth of what that means, the extinct of the love of my Heavenly Father that it portrays; but delight doesn’t stop there. In Psalms I find that I too can know delight in and through the Lord. I can experience the fullness of joy. Delight: high degree of gratification or pleasure : joy. (Merriam- Webster, 1828)

The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord : and he delighteth in his way.” Psalm 37:23

“He trusted on the Lord that he would deliver him: let him deliver him, seeing he delighted in him.” Psalm 22:8

Praise ye the Lord. Blessed is the man that feareth the Lord, that delighteth greatly in his commandments.” Psalm 112:1

“But his delight is in the law of the Lord ; and in his law doth he meditate day and night.” Psalm 1:2

Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.” Psalm 37:4-5

Sometimes this verse is taken completely out of context and the focus is on God giving us the desires of our heart as that pertains to this present world; however, that is completely reversed from the intent of the verse. When we truly find our delight in the Lord, our desire will be unto Him. Our desire will be to experience more and more of Him in and through our lives. When we come to the place where we find our delight in Him, our desire will be such that we long for so much more than this world could ever provide. We develop a hungering desire to experience God living through us as a far greater need than any fleshly need we might possess. This is the desire that God will answer, this is the desire that He will fulfill.

Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.” Psalm 37:4-5

Let My Life Be the Avenue

I always enjoy visiting new places and seeing new things. Many times in my travels I find that I must take a series of avenues to reach the destination I seek; these avenues are often lined with beautiful trees or elements of the surrounding city or town giving testament of times, customs, or people instrumental in the historical past of the town. Careful consideration is often given to the naming of avenues, as the names themselves often serve as characteristic descriptors.

In a recent time of reflection and prayer, God brought a thought to my mind. If I were an avenue by which others might gain access to God, what type of avenue would I be? If others that were seeking God were to use my life as a means by which to travel closer to God, would they see characteristic descriptors of God that would serve as a means by which they would find their way to Him? Or would my life be more of an avenue under construction, without evidence of a clear path toward the saving power of my Lord Jesus Christ?

“But take heed lest by any means this liberty of yours become a stumblingblock to them that are weak.” I Corinthians 8:9

“For ye were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light.” Ephesians 5:8

“Let you light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.” Matthew 5:16

“But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people, that ye should shew forth the praises of Him who hath called you out of darkness into His marvellous light.” I Peter 2:9

“But the path of the just is as the shining light, that shineth more and more unto the perfect day.” Proverbs 4:18

I want my life to be an avenue of light, the avenue by which others can see God. The avenue by which they find their way to Him, to the saving power of my Lord Jesus Christ. The avenue by which those that are struggling find hope, those that are hurting find healing, and those that are broken are made whole again. I want to be the path (avenue) of shining light that shines more and more.

Avenue: a way of access; a route. A channel for pursuing a desired object. (Merriam-Webster, 1828)

Let my life be the avenue, by which others gain access to Thee !!